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In Youth

by Caution Crow

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chrisanthemum I absolutely loved this album from start to finish, and I can't wait for more Favorite track: Too [[hot outside]] for an audience, too bright to sleep.
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Elias Williamson what the FUCK this is GOOD Favorite track: Too [[hot outside]] for an audience, too bright to sleep.
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i cannot quite recall the way your hands would brace the corners of the bed and touch the edges of my mind or the way our ankles touched like we were trying to make a fire with our bones and if we left the window open for the breeze or so everyone could see us but i remember it was hot outside it was hot outside i cannot quite perceive the mess we made or who tore more holes in the other one’s brain and how many people that we left, all broken and bloody as we went along our merry way the space between our bodies was pale like we were dead we were cold under the covers but it was hot outside it was hot outside i cannot quite recall the sentences you whispered to the air you were too quiet in the afternoon it wasn’t dark enough to say anything important so did you say anything at all? in that moment, i can’t tell, you might have loved me, too but i remember it was hot outside it was hot outside it was hot outside it was hot outside
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I. A Lie 00:59
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since you left, it's been so hard to figure myself out and since you've left, i've cast a steady doubt upon myself the bandages of words too few and far between to stitch my body up and words will fail to bridge the tidal waves that stand between us for the last time we stumbled into grace i found it hard to ignore the thunder in your face weather changes as the weather is wont to do i don't want to, i don't want to anchor you we wore us out heaven help me, i let reason out of view under the stars i dug myself a deep, deep grave, too i tried hard to keep my distance but i fled too far cut my hair over the bathroom sink to stay alive when we’re apart for the last time we stumbled into grace i found it hard to ignore the thunder in your face weather changes as the weather is wont to do i don't want to, i don't want to anchor you it's been a while and i don't claim to know much more but i do hope you'll return home happy and unburdened and whole for the last time we stumbled into grace i found it hard to ignore the thunder in your face weather changes as the weather is wont to do i don't want to, i don't want to anchor you for the last time we stumbled into grace i found it hard to ignore the thunder in your face weather changes as the weather is wont to do i don't want to, i don't want to anchor you
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I lost four pounds when I was living in london I lost two more pounds listening to that record on repeat it was your favorite so i wanted to like it too but it just sounded like tv static I lost my house keys in Colorado because at once I was so excited to see you I think I've fallen in love again god I'm such a fucking masochist for you baby i lost my mind on september eleventh i lost my mind a while before that, really now when i see you it feels like i’ve been branded and i can't put that any other way I lost my mind I lost my mind I lost my mind I lost my mind i don’t know how to be your messiah i don’t know how to be your muse

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this is a labor of love recorded with a shitty keyboard in garageband. i think i told myself i wasn't allowed to write songs about people anymore or about my brain, and then i took a step back and realized how stupid that sounds.

i met you september 11th and i do not regret it, because i have made a whole lot of art out of it and feel beautiful for that.

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released September 11, 2016

thank you to the lovely hailey lynch-bastion for allowing me to use one of your songs as a backing track to a poem about coming home. when i was first in residential back in 2014, your music was a constant, and i am honored to call you my friend.

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Caution Crow Portland, Oregon

caution crow is actually a person named hannah unkrich. they are twenty-two. they live in a small room with one window in portland, oregon

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